[b]Hell[/b]-O fello bloggers... i think u notice it by now..that i change my color again. huhuhuh..there's nuthing much i can do with tblog hosting..unless i pay it..then i can do whatever i want with my blog.So..bare with me :P
Actually i think i've been posess by Satan ..wakaka :evil: . I skipped my class again. Duh..so lazy today..
I already at the college..but my evil thoughts tells me not to go to Mrs Sathia class..ekekeke ..Its Boring... I wish she can read my lips now BOWWW RINNGG ! :P Its like going to kindergarden class.
So.i went back home and take a nap :lol:for my peace of mind.And now im kinda hungry.. :( I wish i can have Mcdonalds rite now.
Anyway...the point was im lazy.Is there any way to cure my lazyness?..!When it comes to study..books..assignment..that's when my frens satan came.! DUhh ! stooopiddd frens 8)
For the past few days...i've been fooling around with my frens.I also..never sit for 5 minutes at my study desk. :twisted:
anyway..i think im gonna try change my bad atitude.! Gotta work with my lazyness!.
yeah..i know who to turn to... :twisted: My Psycologist!!...
Actually...i've no idea wut to write.... nuthin much happen.... i just hang out with bunch of my frens watching Smallvile Season 4... and Buffy The Vampire Slayer Season berapa ntah .. :lol:
Yeah..we kinda lazy in our cosy sofa and just laid back watching the dvds.U know its end of the month... and we all still waiting for loans or paycheck ...ahaks :P
Nak [i][u][b]"Hack"[/b][/u][/ i] ATM pun takleh..server down..wakakakak!! if not im sure we'll be going to gig today.
And today i hafto work ...damn! That two wakos didnt came to work..so i have to cover their shift...
Well...i've been kinda lazy mode this few weeks. I dunno..i just felt that i've been to lazy to myself..
I just wanna do some new things..maybe martial arts.. maybe boxing... or yoga :twisted: wakakaka...
Darn.. i really hated myself at the moment.Right now I feel so wiped out from all of the stress I have been under and what no. I woke up late this morning, well my mom woke me up late. I slept on the couch. At six my alarm clock went off. I let it go off a couple times Then at 6:45 my moms kept yelling at me ...arghh...tension!!
Why so many retarded ppl in my house..always yelling.. Gosh...i still have tons of assignment to do.Gonna work with that thingy later...
The best things is my bro take my scooter.. What The Fuck!.And Im fuckin late now !
Why don't people just get it into their little brain and think normally.Its my scooter..asked me 1st la b4 u took it. I hate when my bro's brain retarded!
Well..im not in da mood for anything rite now.U should look at my hair rite now..! It looks like my hair just been strike by lightning :twisted:
Ahh so many wakos in the worlds..!
Sometimes i feel so jeolous reading some of my fren blogs.I think they have a nice parents.Im not saying that my parents arent nice to me.GRR!!!! My parents are really nice and are raising us well, but some things they just do not get and they won't listen to me at all. They just shove their opinions right in my face and pay no attention to mine. :twisted:
Ahh..Im gotta go now.. maybe i'll go somewhere else... finding some peace in my mind...
dont u guys expect something when u love someone.Of coz we want our love to be return rite...Its true love is accepting.what laa that quote..ahaks...But again..Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
Arghh so blurr..
P/s: Its amazing how someone could break ur heart into pieces..but you still love them with all the little pieces
As i sail with u across the finest ocean..on our way to find the key to our emotions..together we were move the clouds to a brighter day.. :x some ppl question what i said..trying to break up u and me..but i know this lurve its now are growing stronger..u can call me whenever..from wherever just remember that i'll be there through all this weather...... :roll:
What happen to me lately..:roll: i've been thinkin and acted so strange...I just can get u out of my head. :x
Its been long time since i broke up with my gurlfren.And since that i take a careful steps whenever im in a relationship with girls.Its not like i dun want to love or to be love..its just i dun wan the history repeated itself.You know..coz the scars is still there..!
Hmm..let see... I've been calling this gal..for a long time.We never see each other..But i really like her atitude..her voice..her everything...laaa...she's smart to me.
I know its kinda funny to talk about this in public..but "What The Fish"..hehe its my blog..i can talk anything i want. and we even say things that couples do...
I dun care how she look..the way she dress..etc I just wanna be with her.. But my mind keeps sending me a signals to be careful and wont let me said the things that i wanna say.
Does she really likes me?Why she love me..we havent meet face to face yet..So why she's saying all this things that she love me? What will happen when the time comes for us to meet each other in real life..? Would the feelings remain the same...
yeah..im directing to one special person that always read my blog.Can u figure that out? and tell me exactly what;s goin on herre....
Maybe some of u guys might thing that im stupid..!!:p hehe..but what to do? Coz I really like her...!! :twisted:
Its all happen so fast.Next thing we know..we like each other very much.....
I dun want us to be just frens.. I want a special relationship.. where us can give and take..
Should i take the risk? Or should i shoot myself.. :shock: :lol: :lol: ?
Darn...suddenly..sakit peyuutt plak..ok..nak pi toilet..!!
You know I'm the kinda guy that does 9 to 5 .Working in hocks is the way I live my life.Back home just me and you girl all alone.With no one interrupting.So drop the phone ..But I could be that other guy,Who comes home late night after night and tells you lies.So why are you trippin out, on me girl all the time.When every day it's only you that's on my mind.
Every time we take one step forward,You take 2 steps back.Everytime it's right you bring left back ..Girl you..... really oughta think about it.Cuz there's really no doubt about it You know I'm been there for you and that's the truth ..You know you're the kinda girl that doesn't need to frown...Keep it real, let me know just what you want.Sometimes I just don't know when to stop..You always want so much for nothingYou're just losing what you've got...Now can't you see there's no other girl..I think you're the most beautiful woman in this world.But you say I don't appreciate you And I don't know how to treat you..We don't do the same thing we did no more
Remember it wasn't that long ago .You told me that you love me so.Don't forget all the nights we shared When you told me girl how much you cared.It could be a little straight But this is the way plays to play.I'm not that kinda man.Why can't you understand.Cause I Want you to trust in me.Baby girl can't you see..You only gonna mess things up.You've done enough..Why can't you stop. Cause You're gonna lose what's good to you.And it's the last thing you wanna do.
Owhh..tell me, babe.Why do you wanna play these games with me?.Thought you always wanted to be with me.Well at first girl, I wanted to.But things have changed between me and you.That's why I don't know what I'm gonna do.Lately, you say I been acting kinda strangely..Like I don't love you no more.
You say "call me".But I just can't explain.It's all so crazy. Between me and you.And even though at first you meant the world to me.The time has come to spread my wings and be set free .So I can figure out a place where I belong .To find my way home now love is gone .
Why don't you call me no more?It was every night you were calling me before.Given half a chance, you'd be knocking at my door.So,tell me what's changed..Baby, tell me what's changed.Why don't you give me some time.Tell me, cuz I can't get you out of my mind. But up until now, we been doing just fine.So, tell me what's changed?Baby tell me what's changed?Since we met, I've treat you like a lady.But now I don't know what to doI think maybe .It's just that my well for you has run empty.What am I gonna do,??And even though at first, you made me so happy.My love for you has changed, so put the blame on me .Under pressure, it's too hard for me to stay .And I get so guilty when you sms me everyday, with hope.Why won't you answer my sms?.It was you who said things were never gonna changeAnd it seems like lately you're acting kinda strange.So, tell me what's changedpls answer not more than 120 words :lol: )
Wakakakakkaa...... tepat 0000hours genap 22 tahun aku dilahirkan di dunia nih ehehe..mcm x caya jer aku nih 22thn.. :lol: tp takper..aku nih kire mude lagik kalau nak dibandikan dengan Zunu,Banai,PekT ahaks...mereka tuh dah season hehehe..
besday aku biase jer... aku bangun pagi pagi aku dah kena makan kek... :lol: :lol: diorang wut suprise..ekekek terkujat aku..dahler aku mai mai lagik..ekekeke...
Tetapi aku sedih jugak laaaa ...suck giler aku kena kije plak time besday aku nih..huhuh :cry:
Maseh laa kat kawan kawan yg wish kat aku ekeke... kalau ader hadiah lagik aku sukeee..ekekekeke.. takderlaaa korang sanggup jadi kawan aku pun dah cukup bagus .. :D apa ada pada kebendaan..:)) bukan aku takmo..tp kalau nak bagi...boleh gaks :o rezeki jgn ditolakkan kan!!
Habis kije aku pi gath bdk bdk kelab Satria Perfomance And Owners Club..aku rase cam sedih plak..sbb aku dah tak pakai satria..tp diorang maseh imbite aku semata mata nak seberet besday aku nih...Thanks To SPOC..
Hehehe aku tau buhsan laaa aku tak tau nak tulis aper... banyak polem nak pikir nih...ok laaaa
Hmm...just finished chattin wif my lost fren. Since i lost my mobile phone we kinda lost kontek...
She's a makeup artist...and i cant lying anthing with her..coz she knows when im lying etc..wakakakka... siot jer..minah tuh..leh baca pikiran aku..x men ker haper..
Nama dier anne..kalau korang nak tau ler... topic perbincangan kitaorang " Bukan Salah ibu mengandung" ekekeke ...takder laaa aku acah ajer..
Topic kitaorg pasal...org yg lam yahoo nih..laaa mcm .. leh cayer ke dier nih? betul ke dier kata dier itu ini...ker dier borak jerr....camtuh...last last pasal cintun lam cyber...
Pastu dier kata kawan aku sumer pompuan lam cyber nih..ek eleh..ingat aku nih racism ker..wakakakka!!
So..pasal topic tuh..aku malas nak huraikan atau membuat rumusan di atas masalah yg melanda umat umat yahoo nih..sebab aku pun ader gaks menipu..ekeke tipu sunat jer...
alah ramai gaks org tipu aku lam yahoo..so aku tipoolaaa balik..wakakaaka...
tp aku dah lama x tipu lam yahoo..sbb aku dah ader blog nih..kang kalau dier baca blog nih dier kater aku citer lain ....dr apa yg aku chat..cenggitu laa kanak kanak yer..
So.. Aku nak say Salam Perkenalan kepada yg nak kenal aku..owh yg tak kenal aku..ekekek..yg taknak kenal tuh leh pi balik ketempat duduk masing masing..ahaks...
Ok...
Biodata Of A Man Called Superman !! ekeke
Full Name: Nik Apis ekekeke Nickname: Rick ( saper panggey aku apis.aku backhand Birthday: February 21st( esok tau) Height: 179cm ( last time i checked) Weight (optional): 1 ribu tan metriks..ekeke Eye Color: Black Natural Hair Color: black Actual Hair Color: black Grade: Laaa apa grade nih..aku semester 3 dah Nationality: Hardcore Malaysian Zodiac sign: Pisces Shoe size: 9 Pets: Kucim..name dier Mielah ekek Status: not quite sure at the moment… Location: Kuala Lumpur Transportation: my little feet and scooter Lefty/righty: righty Scars: lots Birth marks: tahi lalat ..wakak malunyer.. Braces: never
Coke or Pepsi: Coke laa pepsi cam manis sket Mars bar or Milky Way: Milky Way Tootsie roll pop or Blow pop: Blow Pop Rainy or Shiny Day: shiny day… Icecream or layer cake: cake fight!!! Movie Theater or Rent: both Wake up early or Go to bed late: bed late Red or Green apples: yellow Devils or Rangers: Devils… BSB or NSYNC: Hell No Pants or Shorts: shorts Short or Long skirt: short Bath or Shower: Shower Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla Black and White or Color: Color… big fan of black (Gothic) Hot or Cold: Cold Winter or summer: Summer Sing or Dance: dance Ocean or pool: ocean Pool or Hot Tub: Hot Tub Sunrise or Sunset: Sunset Dressed or Undressed: who am i with? Go out or Stay in: Out Ski or Board: uh… I do both Regular wrestle or w/ Mud: MUD!!!! Love or Lust: love Hard or Soft: depends on my mood Cats or Dogs: of coz cats :-P High or Low: High Read or Write: Read and write Kiss or Hug: kisses Night or Day: Night Roller Coaster fun or scary: fun One or Two Pillows: a dozen Male or Female: female Dog or Cat: cat Rich and Unhappy or Poor and Happy: Rich and unhappy Finger or Toe: toes rock CD or Tape: Both no..im into dvd.. pencil or Pencil: Pens Money or fame: Money Mustang or limo: RX7 Winter or Summer: summer Snow or ice: ice Billy Madison, Waterboy, or Little Niki : little nikki 7up or Sprite: Sprite Blue toilet paper or white: white Looks or personality: personality makes people more attractive Will Smith or Kobe Bryant: Will SMith Have you ever (feel free to share stories).... yep… lol… and no… wait what stories?
Been in love: yep Gotten arrested: no Cried in a movie: yep Wanted to hook up with a friend: yep… dated her 1months b4..tp melepas gaks ekek taken Drugs: Nope (wink) Skipped School: Its a must laa :p Went to a Concert: yup Peed your bed: nope…(wink)masa kecik kot Been on the beach at night: yep… Ran around outside naked: yes… lol… geez… and you haven’t? Done something and not remembered it the next day: lol… yep… once Stayed at home for no reason: too many times Watched porn: Duh..stupid question.. Gone skinny dipping: yup Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell: many times :lol: Stolen something: Of course..everyone does Met someone famous: yep… lol Been on the radio or television: yep…(kids show) and I hated it Intentionally hurt another person: hmmm… wrestling count? Ate paste: huh? Stepped on a nail: nope Walked barefoot in the snow: pretty much Had a pen explode in your mouth: no Made up a word without realizing it: ........... Had sex: sensitif question ahaks Drank: drank wut...? Been drunk: :twisted: :twisted: Smoked: Im a heavy smoker Been High: Always Broken a bone: oh hell ya. elbow and shoulder Had a girlfriend/boyfriend: before .. Cheated on a b/f or g/f?: Thinks So Shoplifted: yes… when i was high Pissed behind a bush: of course..everymen does this Been stood up: nope Done something so outrageously stupid: always Purposely gotten in trouble but you didn't care because it was worth it: hmmmm… yes… Stayed online for more than 3 hours: oh yeah..im connected 24hours a day Kissed anyone: uhh yeah Kissed more than one person at the same time: not sure ahaks Kissed someone of the same sex: yep..my father..my bro Kissed a random person for fun: gosh..kenot tell here Egged a house/ mailbox.. or person?: am i in standard 1? Been so lazy that you watched infomercials on TV because you couldn't reach the remote: yea haha im lazy Prank called someone: yep
Do you ever
Watch the Home Shopping Network: yup Stand in front of the mirror and look at yourself for a prolonged period of time: sometimes Listen to the Backstreet Boys: i have Dream: alot Start fights: yep… its me Wish you were someone else: always Feel like you're lost: all the time Feel worthless: People have made me think I was… Complain: I try not to…
Do you like
Bugs: fuck bugs Surprises: as long as its not my gf who pregnant Company: most of a time Family: some of it Kids: if they looks like dakota fanning New things: I need them
When was the last time you...
Cried: yesterday Wore a skirt: nope Been sarcastic: o never! Met someone new: today Fought w/ your parents: hmm long time Wished upon a star: i dun trust that Laughed until you cried: that happens every time I’m out with my buddies Made a fool of yourself: today
Random Questions
Were you named after anyone: Yeah Do you wish on stars: yep Which finger is your favorite: pinky If you were making a movie about yourself, would you play you: yep Do you like your handwriting: yeha Who are you jealous of: people who seem like their perfect… boo to you guys What is the 1st priority in your life: My car What is your main goal in life: to be rich What is your favorite lunchmeat: i dun eat lunch Any bad habits: smoke What store would you never be caught dead in:Vinyls shop If you were another person, would you be friends with you:Maybe Are you a daredevil: lol… come on… of course Do you follow or lead: just flow with things… but I am a leader when I feel like it Do you pray: yeah What do you do to vent anger:I hired a killer :-)) LOL Are you passive or aggressive: both? Who is your idol: Dr.Mahathir Who is your second family: my sorority Do you trust others easily: no but then yeah What was your favorite toy as a child: Gameboy What class in school do you think was totally useless: History!sucks Do you have a journal: Yeah Do you like sarcasm: only if i do it… or it’s funny What is your name spelled backwards: kcir If you could steal anyone's name, whose would it be: Joshua LOL..i like that name What do your favorite pair of socks look like: too many Do you wash your face: yes Are you fond of ducks: nope Do spoons make you smile: used too What's the weirdest thing in your wallet/purse:my pasport pic When life gives you lemons, what do you do with them: make some lemon tea If you ruled the world, what 3 things would you do: stop the war,and kill BUSH If you could change any one thing about yourself what would it be: my eyes Do you have a special someone: no If so who: If not, do u have a crush: always If so, who: doesn’t matter because she doesn’t like me ;) Who is the prettiest/hottest person you know: Beautiful is in the eyes of beholder..i think everyone pretty.. Do you like to eat hot pockets: nope… pizza pockets If so, what kind: uh… pizza pockets… Do you watch a lot of tv: used to What is your favorite show: smallville,techtv and CSI
If you were stranded on a desert island:
Who's the one person you would want to be stuck with: I Think would be...my gf..(sapa ek) If you could bring 5 people who would they be: Marina ,suhaila farah,ain and banai What 3 CDs would you bring: ah… that should have been first.. Craig david,H.I.M and Guns & roses What 3 things would you bring: coconut opener… towel…. handphone Do you believe in deja vu: yep
Food Questions
Do you like fish sticks: no If so, do you prefer them crunchy or soggy: just no Have you ever put something into someone else's food: yep… lol… try to figure out who… hehehe If so, would you care to share the story with us: no Ever set off a smoke alarm while cooking: come on… like it ever doesn’t go off…
FAVORITES
Primary Color: Black Emotion: Laugh Time of day to eat: midnite Time of day to eat cookies: morning Shape of sponge: squggly Book from your childhood: yucks Adhesive: gel glu stick Coloring utensil: crayons Food: Pasta Drink: Ice chocolates ..slurp slurp Dessert: waffle with strawberry toppings Animal: cats Holiday: New year Sports: Rugby Store: guess…Levi's School Subject: philosophy… and mathematics… Cereal: Nahh Book: I’m more of a play person… but I do love Sidney sheldon Flower: Roses Vegetable: corn on the cob Seasons: Summer Day: Saturday… Band/Group/Singer: HIM Cartoon Character: Doraemon Song: Gone with the sin Place to vacation that you've actually been: Essex,London Number: 3 Card game: blackjack
WHAT COMES TO UR MIND WHEN U HEAR
Money: green Prostitution: sad Gum: chairs Blue: sky Porn: star Frogs: peace The XFiles: the twilight zone Girl: interupted Red: love Candy: sugar Weird: al Santa: satan… yah… I don’t know why Hanson: gay Duck: quack Cookie: yum Rainbows: brite
Yes or No
Do you believe in love at first sight: yes Get married: yes and no Do you want kids: Yes ~how many? I’d like to adopt… but 2 either or Do you like anyone at the present time: Yes Do you eat chicken fingers with a fork: no you’re not my friend if u do Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no Do you type with your fingers on the right keys: yep Do you like sleeping: love it Do u have anything peirced?: yep Do you pluck your eyebrows: nope
Family...
Who are your siblings: I’m not naming the whole fraternity and sorority What are their ages: ditto above How old are your parents: mother 48… father 50 Do you get along with your rents: sometimes Do you have any favorite cousins? Rizal Who of your family lives the furthest away: my one grandmother Are your parents together or divorced: together Do you have any steps, halfs, whole siblings: nope In your family who are you closest to: grandmother Do you associate with other relatives: not really… well… yah.. but they like to talk about money… which sucks
More Stuff....
Do you like your belly: yes What is your favorite topping on ice cream: chocolate rice How often do you brush your teeth: every day twice If there was one person who is now dead that you could bring back who would it be: my grandmother If you had one wish that would come true what would it be? Being the richest guy in the world Who turns you on: Denise MTV What turns you on: THE SOUNDS OF TURBO'S What are your screen names:soul What color is your carpet: No carpets What color is your house: there's lotsa color Where do you live: My house ! :-P Is your room big or small: Hell big What can't you live without: Money Who can't you live without: my mother Would you be lost with out your mom: yes Would you be lost with out your dad: yes Do you sleep with any thing: nope What kind of tooth paste do you use: anything :-)) Worst holiday: Hari Raya Why: alone What is your biggest fear: Fail Your saying: Im Vaginatarian. Your word: what the fish The word you say to much: Damn! The word(or phrase)you should say: No idea What you are going to do now that you are finally finished? smoke!
Ishk.. panas sunggoh hari nih !! tension betul.. walaupun tension...aku tetap berjaya mendapat A untuk subjek Image Manipulating aku akakaka...bangganyer :P
Meh..aku banjer..korang coklat hacks ekeke..
Pasnih aku nak siap siap plak sebelum pergi ke tmp kije aku.. sebenarnya aku rase malas jer nak pi kije.. :twisted: sbb aku ingat nak pi Putrajaya..ader meeting wakakaka :oops: :lol:
Meeting ngan seseoarang ..hmm budak tuh plak..bz..aku baru nak lepak ngan dier..bukan senang aku nak ponteng kije nih.. maklumlah..pekerja cemerlang : :roll:
Aku sebenarnya dah tak semangat nak tulis blog nih..ekeke memandangkan zunu dapat header baru pekthong bagik..
Nampaknya aku kena belajar ngan pek nih..mana bleh kalah ngan Zunu@TenteraLaut :lol: :P
Cis..Sipot Tul...aku lupalaaaaaaa~~ Mlm nih aku kena jumpa Apis Darkness kat cheras..camner nie?? hmm...karim betul !!
Adus..besok aku kena wut presentation untuk english nih,.. pesal hari nih aku banyak lupa.... asyink ingat ... *** :lol: :lol:
apsal aku type dier tak kuar nama..apsal dier kuar *** :lol: muahahah!! senset gamoknye...tuhlaa
I wake up this morning a little too early..a little to tired a little too silly..guess i got up on the wrong side of the bed :? :lol:
Put my shirts on..put my jeans on..grab my shoes on get something to eat..and i outta door and im on the street.! :twisted:
huhuh sesampainyer aku ker..college..lecturer aku reject aku nyer poster...cis..silap aku gaks..aku dok buat lam format landscape..dier mintak lam format potrait..
adus..aku pun kembali ker rumah dan terus membuat keje keje poster nih balik...ishk..akhirnya siap ngan bantuan setiausaha peribadi aku..iaitu Ain..wakakak!! maseh ain.. nanti aku banjer ngko coklat hacks ekekek..
uishkk...penat nih...aku nak melelapkan mata semenet dua...nanti korang gerak laa aku yeak..ekekek!!
jgn tak gerak..nanti aku nak pi college balik..aku nak antar project aku nih.. :P
Hmm..tension giler...dah 1 setengah hari aku tak tido nak buat poster Konsert..ngan assignment for English Forum untuk project aku..malam semalam kul 3 pagik aku ajaklaa kudut teman aku makan..sambil mereleasekan tension membuat aksi aksi yg ganas di depan kedai mamak! wakakakak!!
Selamat ngan bantuan Fariq poster gua siap.Jap gie aku nak buat assign English plak...
Sajer jer aku mereleasekan tension di sini dan tidak lupa Yahoo tempat rakan rakan cyber aku yg lain seperti banai..zunu..sue sheila membuat aksi2 lucah ekekeke!!
Huhuhu besh tak lagu kat blog nih..layan seh..wakakaka! cam zaman zaman tadika dulu..ekeke dulu aku masa tadika berlakon jadi Romeo..wakakaka dan pompuan yg lakon jd Juliet tuh lawo giler..ekeke..kecik kecik dah gattal aku neh..wakakakak!! Kat mana minah tuh skang..ekeke!
Takdie mak aku pi kije..aku kena jadi babysitter for 2 hours..tension giler..adik aku boleh plak nak "Beyaakk" mula mula aku wut dunno jer..dgn harapan supaya mak aku cepat balik..ekeke..tp kesian plak dak kenit tuh..aku pun dengan pertama kali merasmikan upacara tersebut dlm sejarah idup aku..wakakakkaak!!
Ok weh takleh lelama nih...gua nak pi sg wang dulu sebelum gi klass..ahaks..hendak window shopping dulu untuk bulan depan..BULAN DEPAN AKU KAYA ekekekek!!
One Way Ticket To The Blues !! ... Waiting Still..??
What ur definitions about life?Yeah it depends on the individuals.
For Me Its like a one way ticket to B from A .The B point are Happiness/Success or Sadness/Failure.
Im 22 now.And I cant afford to fail anything again.I have to make it a success.There's no turning back.We cant changed our past.Just a memory that simply washed out by time.Gotta travel on and never look back :(
:lol: :lol: I just figure out this thing when i was in lrt..suddenly this neal sedaca songs just pops up in my head.and there i go..still try to find my "LIFE".
Have u decide ur destination? I just started to pack my stuff to a long long jouney? Travel safely guys..ahaks
Uhuk..masa aku bangun takdie aku rase cam pelik sket..mcm hari nih hari yg membohsankan..ekeke!.
Seperti biasa laa .lepas mandi aku duduk di bilik tv sambil membaca paper bersama rokok dan milo tarik.Kemudian.. adik aku plak nak pinjam motor..Ishk aku pun buat la protes secara aman..yerlaa aku kena hantar resume aku kat Petrosains nih. Tanpa aku menduga..eceh..mak aku laks dtg..dok backup adik gua.Ciss pergilah tuisyen naik bas..nak naik moto jugak..aku backhand kang..
Sbb malas nak spoil mood aku pepagi..aku pun bagi jer la jantan tuh kunci moto..Aku pun terusa bersiap siap..dan jalan kaki ker bustop.
Tp ada suatu incident pelik pagik takdi,,..masa aku keluar jer dr pintu gate..ader moto berenti depan umah aku.Siap tanya aku lagik..Nak pergi depan sana ker? katanya. Dlm kebingungan tuh aku pun terus naik moto mat indon tuh.Aku pun tanya la dier..dok mana.? Dia kata dok dekat dekat sini gaks...AKu pun malas lah nak tanya lelebih..org dah nak tumpangkan aku..ekekeke..Aku rase mat indon nih gay kot..Isshk ingat aku nih bohsia yg boleh dibawa kesana kesini ker..ekekeke!!
Then..seperi biasa la aku thn bas..dan turun di LRT Tmn Melati.Aku pun beli ticket ke KLCC. Masa lam lrt tuh aku teringat lagu Neal Secada -One Way Ticket To Blue..ekeke syok giler..lama x dengar lagu 70's nih..ahaks..
AKu sebenarnya kureng suka naik lrt..sbb org lam lrt suka pandang aku cam aku wut salah.Kekadang leh main curik curik nenok..ekekeke..ingat aku nih apa..chaits..
Sampai jer di klcc aku terus naik ke tingkat 4 ..tp petrosains tuh tak bukak lagik.Awal plak aku kali nih..ekeke..Aku pun terus ke ColdStorage untuk membeli bekalan candu untuk esok. serta sandwich dan Choc Milk . Aku duk lepak kat depan dewan filharmonic..aku tak suka lepak dekat depan garden tuh..banyak budak budak..ekeke maklum kenalah jaga stended..wakakak!!
Lepas makan aku pun terus menghantar resume..Alhamdullilah..kije aku diterima..yes yes..jadik tour coordinator..ekeke part time jer..rm5 sejam.
Lepas tuh aku terasa nak ngk movies plak.. Punyallah terkezut bila aku tgk TGV bapak ramai umat! aku pun tanyalaa mamat depan aku..Kenapa ramai org nih..? Dier kata Valentine's Day mestilah ramai...Ishk..kerek plak mamat nih..Nak jer aku sepak.Muahahahha.. Aku pun beratur laaa..masa turn aku dah nak sampai..aku pun blah..dgn ak beli apa apa ticket.. Ishk..takkan aku nak nengok movies sengsowang..kalau hari biase takperlaa..nih plak hari belentines..org sumer berkepit..aku sengsowang..ekeke tak syok ahhh.. aku pun terus blah naik tingkat atas ke Kinokuniya...aku beli majalah KLUe ..dan terus pulang kerumah..hehe..buat penat jer aku gi beratur..ekekeke...
Moral dari cerita ini. Jgn Pi Tgk Wayang Hari Valentine;s..umat berkepit ramai giler..ekekeke!!
Kenapa 2-3 hari nih perasaan agaks esmonal.Aku rase lebih senang bersendiri drpd mengauli kesibukan hidup di kota.Aku cuba memerhati org org disekelilingku ..tp tiada org..Ahh sungguh bodoh aku..aku kan dibiliku..masakan ader org di dalam bilikku ni.Kalau ader org lain dah tentu lain ceritanya aku tulis disini..ekek.
Kita semua hanya dipisahkan oleh ruang dan waktu.Aku berfikir bagaimana kalau aku dilahirkan sebagai anak datuk..ekeke.Ahh..aderkah hidup ini bahagia di samping kekayaan dan harta benda? Aku masih mencari mencari di dalam selimut..apa yg aku inginkan di dalam hidup ini. Aku sendiri tak pasti..
Kawan.. ya mereka boleh membahagiakan aku?Tetapi ramai jugak yg bermain belakang ..ekeke main belakang :shock: ..ekeke..bukan belakang tuh.. :twisted:
Parents..ya..mereka aderla org yg paling penting!
ahhhh sungguh memenatkan buah fikiran ku bila memikirkan ttg masalah tanggarumah nih...
Apa yg paling berharga dalam hidupku sekarang.. Setelah puas berfikir..aku bersetuju dgn kata hati aku..
Tetiba semalam aku masuk tido awal..sambil tgh nak melelapkan mata aku mengambil sebatang rokok.Ketika itu fikiranku flashback semua kisah kisah hidup aku.Rokok masih lagi di tanganku..sambil menyedut asap dan nikotine detik detik yg sedih kembali menerjah fikiranku ini.
Di saat itu, aku mempersoalkan kehidupanku ini.Kenapa semua ini terjadi?Kenapa Aku tidak menghalang dari ianya terjadi? Kenapa..Kenapa..Kenapa..semua ini terjadi! :?:
Mungkin ini semua telah ditakdirkan.Tetapi ianya tentu boleh diubah jika diriku ketika itu mempunyai sesuatu yg cukup kuat untuk menangkis serangan serang post-war dan cold war oleh pihak pihak tertentu.
Selepas habis sahaja rokok yg pertama takdie..aku bergerak semula mencapai kotak rokok dunhill aku.. Rokok yg kedua aku nyalakan dengan perasaan yg bercampur :!:
Aku mula membandingkan kehidupanku dengan kawan kawanku yg lebih beruntung dari aku.Kenapa nasibku tidak seperti mereka?Di manakah silapku?Di manakah kunci kebahagian mereka?
Ketika perasaan ku ini begitu kusut..aku mula menyalahi Ilahi.Astagfirhuallahazim..! Tetiba aku teringat pesan nenek aku yg paling disayangi."Jangan biarkan Syaitan Menguasai Diri"
Tatkala itu aku bingkas bangun mengambil wudhuk dan menunaikan Solat Isyak(Lupa nak semayang ekek) dan solat hajat.Aku berhajat aku dikurniakan hidup yg lebih bahagia di samping org org yg aku sayangi.
Selepas sahaja aku mengucap "Amin" selepas membaca doa..aku terasa hatiku begitu sayu..!Terasa manik manik dari mataku hendak jatuh menyembah bumi.Tetapi aku tidak dapat menghalang dari manik manik suci ini jatuh seperti embun pagi ke sejadahku. :oops:
Di saat ini..aku merasa aku begitu dekat dgn penciptaku.Semua muka muka org yg aku sayangi yg telah lama pergi mula terbayang di sejadah ku..
Aku mendoakan agar mereka ditempatkan dengan org org yg beriman!
Selepas hampir satu jam aku begitu..aku merasakan kepala ku amat berat..
Terus aku menghempaskan badan ku ke katil empuk ku! Tanpa ku sedari aku telah tertido.Dan bila aku bangun..aku melihat cahaya sang suria yg begitu menyakitkan mata.! Aku terus mencapai jam tangan ku.
7.00am?? Ya Allah..aku dah lambat nak pi klass!!! Aiseh!!ekekeke!
Firehouse- Here 4 you
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Name:
Nik Mohd Hafidz B Nik Hamid
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Nick:
Rick
Age:
22
Bday:
21.02.1982
Location:
Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia
Status:
Occupation:
Student
Citizenship:
Malaysian
Star:
Pieces
Hometown:
Terengganu
Ethnicity:
Malay
Religion:
Islam
Smoke/Drink:
heavy smoker / no
Education:
Diploma In Multimedia
(still
on it)
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Music:
Rock,2 step garage
Modern,
rnb, freestyle
Movies:
LOTR,I am Sam
Braveheart,
Scary Movie,
American
pie.. lot more
Books:
Sidney Sheldon and J.K Rowlings
TV:
That 70's show, MTV punkd,CSI
MTV
Channel [v] and AXN!!!
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Hobbies:
Sleeping..LoL,
pissing
everybody off, talkin and talkin...
Interests:
anythin techie,
web,
cars, music
Likes:
caring, gentle , funny
Dislikes:
assholes and bitches
Love:
Where's the love? thehe
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Thought
I live by:
Life is like a box of chocolates
Current Mood
Spit Blood Here!
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